初二作文：What can I do ?

I suddenly had an idea tonight. I found myself like my own time in the quiet night. I suddenly wanted to fix the broken mobile phone. I suddenly feel empty in my heart. It reminds me of the past , i think i can not control myself not to think. In fact, i really do not want to think so much. I do not want to worry about myself. I do not want to feel like i am alone. I do not know what to do. I can not forget him. He is good to me i can not let myself forget. I was really scared . I have become more and more afraid of losing a person. My heart is heavy. I think , i would like to expect to fix the phone. This is because the phone is sent by him.